دانلود اهنگ .Escapism از RAYE, 070 Shake

Escapism / ری
Sleazin and teasin, Im sittin on him
All of my diamonds are drippin on him
I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin
I ordered two more wines, cause tonight, I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that its over, dumb decision
And I dont wanna feel how my heart is rippin
In fact, I dont wanna feel, so I stick to sippin
And Im out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sippin champagne
I dont trust any of these bitches Im with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin for a man who was on the same page
Now its back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
Cause I dont wanna feel how I did last night
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
Youre asking me my symptoms, doctor, I dont wanna feel
Toke this joint how Im blowin this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me, its about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and Im finding it crippling
Excuse my state, Im as high as your hopes
That youll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least its the Prada two-piece that Im trippin in
And Im already actin like a dick, know what I mean?
So you might as well stick it in
Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sippin champagne
I dont trust any of these bitches Im with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin for a man who was on the same page
Now its back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
Cause I dont wanna feel how I did last night
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
Youre asking me my symptoms, doctor, I dont wanna feel, mm (what?)
Cause I dont wanna feel like I felt last night
I dont wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you cant change (last night)
Ill be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah
Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I dont feel no way
Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways
So youll run, yeah, but youll never escape
Sunset in the maze (youre asking me my symptoms, doctor, I dont wanna feel)
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
I dont wanna feel how I did last night, oh
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
Youre asking me my symptoms, doctor, I dont wanna feel
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art
I dont know where the fuck I am or whos drivin the fuckin car
Speedin down the highway, sippin
Mixin pills with the liquor cah fuck these feelings
I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)
I remember nothing, so theres nothing to regret (uh-huh)
Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin in my head