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Eminem / Dèjà vu
DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
Possible overdose, substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready, respirations eight
Hes intubated and were bagging him now
Uh, BP 90 over palp, patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
Has aspirated, uh, GSC is 3
Will update en route, ETA, ten minutes
As I fall deeper into a manic state
Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
Start off with the NyQuil, like, "I think Ill just have a taste"
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium, like, "Yeah, thats great"
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach cause I havent ate
Maybe Ill grab a plate of nachos and Ill have a steak
And youd think that with all I have at stake
Look at my daughters face
"Mommy, something is wrong with dad I think
Hes acting weird again, hes really beginning to scare me
Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesnt hear me
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat"
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just dont know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, its like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I cant and I wont, say I try, but I know thats a lie
Cause I dont and why, I just dont know
"Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer?"
Thats the devil in my ear, Ive been sober a fuckin year
And that fucker still talks to me, hes all I can fuckin hear
"Marshall, come on, well watch the game
Its the Cowboys and Buccaneers"
And maybe if I just drink half, Ill be half-buzzed
For half of the time, whos the mastermind behind that little line?
With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
To have another half a glass of wine, sounds asinine
Yeah, I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch, look out for the wall, aim for the couch, Im bout to fall
I miss the couch and down I go, lookin like a bouncy ball
Shit mustve knocked me out cause I aint feel the ground at all
Wow, what the fuck happened last night? Where am I?
Man, fuck, am I hungover, and goddamn, I
Got a headache, shit, half a Vicodin, why cant I?
All systems ready for take off, please stand by
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just dont know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, its like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I cant and I wont, say I try, but I know thats a lie
Cause I dont and why, I just dont know
So I take a Vicodin, splash, it hits my stomach, then, ah
Couple of weeks go by, it aint even like Im gettin high
Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah, Im gettin by
Wouldnt even be taking this shit if DeShaun didnt die
Oh yeah, theres an excuse, you lose Proof so you use
Theres new rules, its cool if its helpin you to get through
Its twelve noon, aint no harm in self-inducin a snooze
What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
Now here I am three months later, full-blown relapse
"Just get high until the kids get home from school, homes, relax"
And since Im convinced that Im an insomniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps
Just to be able to function throughout the day, lets see
Thats an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three?
And that will average out to about one good hours sleep
Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
Has taken four years to just put out an album, B
See, me and you, we almost had the same outcome, Heath
Cause that Christmas, you know the whole pneumonia thing?
It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think?
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
Your VCR tape cases, with your Ambien CR
Great places to hide em, aint it? So you can lie to Hailie
Im going beddy-bye, Whitney, baby, good night, Alaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
And wake up in an ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just dont know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, its like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu
I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I cant and I wont, say I try, but I know thats a lie
Cause I dont and why, I just dont know